Last Time VS Reality

Last time was bad! Last time i just wanted to… Last time was last time! Last time i felt like all the energy was being drained from my body! Like a battery fully charged and then suddently lose all the battery (funny how i always laught when someone said this to me in the past)!

Waking up….

The waiking up this morning wasnt easy. Difficult to be honest. Still fighting against myself of not doing what i have planned. My heart keeps telling dont go, but my head keeps saying, you know what you need…. Nothing changed really, and wont change, but im so conflicted about everything… In a way i think