Shes back into my life… And i couldnt be more happy! But with her being back, other things come as well. The sorting things from the past (family), the kid, our life that is so different, the finding time to be together… So many things!!! I am not complaining, quite the opposite, but i stillContinue a ler “Shes back into my life”
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What to do, what to say, what to think…
What to do, what to say, what to think… After 3 weeks of texts and phone calls, we finally meet. We spent the day together… I was dreading it, scared, nervous, excited, a bit of everything really. Even when i was smoking just before the time, i was looking for excuses to cancel it (lastContinue a ler “What to do, what to say, what to think…”
Small World
It’s been a while since I sat down and wrote something. Not that I don’t want or have the time (cause every single day I think about writing), but something always pulls me away. The world goes around and around and around, and sometimes surprises us! Since the beginning of the year that I triedContinue a ler “Small World”
I Really Dind’t Want….
But now i really need!!! I have been so well. On a high that i cant remember for how long i haven’t felt like that. But, my demons are dark, tricky…. They alway decide to show up when i least expect. But, as i feel the need to wright right now, i wont let themContinue a ler “I Really Dind’t Want….”
The Beginning of the End?
Is it really? Or is just me trying to convince myself that everything is all right? So last week, finally went to do some blood tests (you need to start somewhere) and had my first session with the therapist. I have been on a high all week. Does that mean anything? I thought it did.Continue a ler “The Beginning of the End?”
Weird…
The waking up this morning was weird… Too much free time, and life on hold doesnt help… Ence the writing this morning. Woke up at 7am and been in bed since then. I am very lucky to have sorted things in a way that suits me, but disturbing the person that has been so kindContinue a ler “Weird…”
Today….
Today was a bad day…. But was it really? Before i go to my made up bed, i tought it would be a good idea to vent a little bit. Not to be negative or positive, but to carry on this relationship that im building with the writing…. Im really not bothered if people readContinue a ler “Today….”
Waking up….
The waiking up this morning wasnt easy. Difficult to be honest. Still fighting against myself of not doing what i have planned. My heart keeps telling dont go, but my head keeps saying, you know what you need…. Nothing changed really, and wont change, but im so conflicted about everything… In a way i thinkContinue a ler “Waking up….”
And that’s it……
And that’s it… I tried, maybe too late but i tried… Nothing is left to do anymore, apart from starting planning things to move with my live. Is it easy? Definitely it isnt! And in a way i had my share of new beginnings! Life its easyer when by myself. Sadder? Definitely, but at leastContinue a ler “And that’s it……”
Whats wrong with me?
Well, i know whats wrong with me…. I just cant really trust someone else…. But should i really trust someone else? Why should we really trust someone else? 1 year ago i met my ex…….. We went from everything was perfect to everything was wrong…. We decided to fight for the relationship….. A portuguese andContinue a ler “Whats wrong with me?”
WhenOneDoorClosesAnotherOneOpens 