What to do, what to say, what to think…

What to do, what to say, what to think… After 3 weeks of texts and phone calls, we finally meet. We spent the day together… I was dreading it, scared, nervous, excited, a bit of everything really. Even when i was smoking just before the time, i was looking for excuses to cancel it (last

Will to Cook

So today has been a good day… Its been a while since i said this… Woke up at 4:30 in the morning. Nothing new. I spend 20 hours of the day awake anyway. Between coffes cigarettes and bed, got ready and left the flat. Time to deliver the van and pick my car. Called a