Ups and Downs

More downs than ups… Im on a way to damage myself completely. I am concerned that i cant control myself anymore. I need to control myself. For the first time since i changed job i have lost it. I keep trying to understand the why i cant be myself and the only reason i get

Friends

Had a really nice couple of days, i cant deny it. I am everything that everyone says (im the one that most of the times say whats bad in me), but i have been lucky to have found a few people that i can call friends. And i mean friends. Nowadays people use the word

Thank you…

Now that i have moved out of the flat, and all of the negativity stopped surrounding me, i had time to think. So ive come to the conclusion that i should actually be thankfull to a few things during the past year. Have also come to the conclusion that this will probably be the last

Moving Forward

So its been a nice couple of days. Work been allright, with me picking up the pace of learning everything that is new. Really happy with myself and everything in this couple of days. In a way all the bad that have been happening, brought something good. I can finally focus on work, instead of