The Beginning of the End?

Is it really? Or is just me trying to convince myself that everything is all right? So last week, finally went to do some blood tests (you need to start somewhere) and had my first session with the therapist. I have been on a high all week. Does that mean anything? I thought it did.

Phrase of the Week

“You really left me in the shit…” So yesterday i received a letter from the water company saying that the payment in July was refused by the bank. I texted her asking what was all that about as i had the impression all bills were paid as ive tranfered money to her to pay my

Retrospective

I am a person that over analyzes everyting. I think and think and think about every single thing that happens in my live. That makes me (i think) be a better person and change if i see the need!!! I stand behind every word that i write in here, but i have been very negative

Good Vibes, Good Life

Or is it really??? I have kept away from the writing cause ive chosen to fight against my own demons… Did i miss it? I did to be honest! There is something that relaxes me when i write. Manage to have a couple of very good weeks, but this last days have been awful!!! Not

Last Days

I had a really lovely couple of days off…. Cant really complain and i only hope that i can carry on with this good vibes that have been with me lately!!! Started the Monday by going for a quick shopping and then finally after a few months i gave some attention to my old boy

Things….

Things… What things can i say… Do i really need to say anything… Im 39 this month and im in bed at the moment… Im off tomorrow and most people will think how sad it is to be in bed by this time specially being off tomorrow!!!!! The fact is that i really dont care…

Small Things

Had a shit night last night. Woke up at 00:30 all sweated from a dream that doesnt make any sense to me. The funny thing about this is that i dont dream. Or i dont remember any time that i dream. Woke up with the words “Was the shag good? Was it worth it?”. The

Friends

Had a really nice couple of days, i cant deny it. I am everything that everyone says (im the one that most of the times say whats bad in me), but i have been lucky to have found a few people that i can call friends. And i mean friends. Nowadays people use the word

Weird…

The waking up this morning was weird… Too much free time, and life on hold doesnt help… Ence the writing this morning. Woke up at 7am and been in bed since then. I am very lucky to have sorted things in a way that suits me, but disturbing the person that has been so kind

Thank you…

Now that i have moved out of the flat, and all of the negativity stopped surrounding me, i had time to think. So ive come to the conclusion that i should actually be thankfull to a few things during the past year. Have also come to the conclusion that this will probably be the last